I just uploaded the last of my unreleased videos. It’s imperfect and it’s different, but it makes me feel like an artist. This piece is my upside down take on making love on the piano.
The story behind it is pretty cool too: I wanted an orgasm but I was in a space where this was the only privacy I could get. So I laid down on the floor and made myself come. When I was done, I turned my head and saw my reflection. Soaked in oxytocin, I thought, hey, I look hot. So I got my phone out to make myself come again, on camera. Then I accidentally hit stop, right at the wrong time. So I started again, figuring I could always stitch the two parts together. Meaning, I had three orgasms. Unless you count differently, then I had one with 3 peaks. Either way, it was delicious.
Yesterday I also made another video that makes me feel like an artist. One could see it as badly shot, but you could also see that I’m saying something with how I shot it.
Sometimes I look to the not even distant past to see what others have already done. Carolee Schneemann, Hannah Wilke, Judy Chicago, Eve Ensler, to name only a few. It makes me wonder, with all that’s already been said, and said so well, do I really have something to add? But I guess I do, or I wouldn’t be saying it.