Sweeping up my vaults, asking myself: why didn’t I share these videos when I made them, and why am I releasing them now?
Wanting connection is what drives me to participate.
Wanting autonomy is what drives me to withhold.
Connection without autonomy is dependency.
Autonomy without connection is isolation.
Connection and autonomy together is belonging, and that is what I truly seek.
I can tell myself I’m all over the place. Or I can tell myself I am always right on schedule.